So, I am one of those people who attempts over & over to live a "normal" life... and can't quite make it stick. What is normal you ask? A steady job that I don't end up hating and quitting. How about a steady career? Oh, and how about a steady relationship? ARG!
I feel like a Broadway show on the inside all the time... Operating on the outside like someone who looks like everyone else....but totally is not. I am that person you meet that is actually "acting" in order to appear "politically correct" "corporate" "normal" "nice" "sweet" "tough" "in-control" "confident". I am one of the greatest actresses you will ever meet!
In actuality, I am totally not normal!!! I'm also not that nice or sweet! Not on the inside of my head anyway! I often wonder how people can be "so sweet" all of the time! Really?? Are they in the same world that I am in? They definitely were not raised in the home I was raised in...
I'm also not very tough or confident - even at this age when you should have developed a thick skin and a tremendous confidence level by now. The truth is, I was born a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) and find this to be filled with pros & cons. The Pros are that it is a fabulous quality to have for a comedienne! I can laugh a lot and feel joy when I make others laugh. It makes me highly empathetic.
Which is a quality greatly needed for a comedienne.
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